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12月30日 - :/: -1. I like/more suitable for string instruments. I play string instruments for more than 5 years; my fingers already have the strength, the thick skin, the position and everything for strings.
2. Strings instrument don't have to work on the tone, the tone is already there. It drills you on technicals, and not tone.
3. My tone is real bad.
4. Perhaps I am just not cut out for wind instruments.
5. Everyone out there is enjoying the process, but I'm not. I don't love the way thing goes anymore, the pure interest is not there. I'm not enjoying myself.
6. I don't pick up the instrument willingly now. Its either I am forced to or because of the pressure. Everytime I pick up the Clarinet, it dampens my mood; everytime i go for sectionals/full band, i leave feeling frustrated and phekchek.
7. I hate the way things dont go smoothly. I hate all those out there enjoying band because I don't.
BUT I WILL STAY STRONG.
Instead of admiting defeat, I shall defeat others.
Being a loser is just not me.
12月27日 WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONGIT IS SO IRRITATING! WHY THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS PEOEPLE! THEY CHANGED THE SPACE LIVE SETTING TO SOME STUPID DONT KNOW WHAT FUNCTION IN WHICH YOU CANT UPLOAD PICTURES IN POST WHICH IS SO STUPID! I HAVE TO UPLOAD 1 BY 1 AND CHANGE THE DIMENSIONS 1 BY 1 AND ITS TAKING SUCH A LONG TIME! WHO THE HELL CAME UP WITH THIS IDEA TO UPLOAD IT THIS WAY?! IN THE PAST YOU CAN ROTATE THE PICTURE WHILE UPLOADING BUT NOW THERES OPNOTHING BUT SHIT! CAN YOU PEOPLE CHANGE IT BACK ITS NOT FASTER NEITHER IS IT MORE CONVENIENT FOR WE PEOPLE. ITS SO DARNY SLOW AND IRRITATING AND TIME CONSUMING. INSTEAD OF HAVING MY PICTURES IN MY POST WHEN I UPLOADED THEM ON MY POST I ACN ONLY FIND IT ON THE "BLOG IMAGES"ALBUM, WHICH IS SO STUPID IF I WANT IT THERE I WOULD HAVE UPLOADED THERE! AND THE MOST STUPID THING IS THE ENWEST PICTURE IS AT THE BACK OF THE ALBUM THEN HOW WOULD MY FRIENDS KNOW IF I'V POSTED NEW PICTURES?! ITS SO FUCKING WRONG! -15 Class Chalet-I am so not use to the previous post. Too short. I realised i'v been posting so often and lengthy. Stupid.
Pictures.. ( not complete, Wanqing's and Claire's pictures not up yet. )
Arrived at WhiteSand shopping mall, eating at the food court.
    In between: -Neoprint and -Arcade
In the toilet.
  On the bus to the' chalet'.
  In between: -Touring of the spooky holiday flat -Long walk by the beach/Soaking feet into the sea water -Bicycle Ride
BBQ.
  In between: -After BBQ, girls went to the DARK beach, build castles and freaked each other out. -Back to the flat, bathed, and the aunties(some of us girls) played manjong.
Waiting for gift exchange. (ops sorry wrong font colour.)
   Introduce you the guy bunk (the gays kept pushing me around and quickly shut the door so ops, the picture turned out rly blur.)
 Girls bunk.
 In between: -Guys left for their night cycling -Left the four of us (WanQing, Lyn, Siya, Me) -We freaked everyone out (spooooooooooookyy! guys! come back quick!)
Guys came back! Hooray! And the mahjong atmosphere is back again! Mahjong from 2.30am to 5am. (ops, im already sleeping)
(aiyo sorry wrong again)
  WATCH SUNRISE! 6AM!
BLOODY COOL!
                      The wind and the sound of the waves, its really amazing/romantic. I really enjoyed it, especially when its still dark. But stupid, while i was admiring the everything and dreaming about me watching the sunrise tgt with MR (hahahahahahaha!!!) the rest was dancing ._. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... i wanna watch it with my love..
 The rest left(to sleep), leaving behind TsaeHwa, Me, QingYi, Jiaxun and Lionel.
           This cat look so much like Rainbow! (my cat)
   Back at the flat.
  Mahjong again, and stupid rap from SiYa that made the girls laugh our ass off! HA! Anyway, so we left afterwards. -Ate breakfast at Mcd before the logn bus ride back to AMK. -Played Rock Band at Claire's house. -Catch Twilight -& lastly, Home Sweet Home.
Koped from QingYi's blog. (I think he took the pictures after we left on the second day)
    Fun.
12月24日 -Santa, I Want A Cello-first of all,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hey, i used the largest font. :D
and i diediedie want a cello. and this time im very serious.
lastly, who know how to get/earn money. and im not talk abt 1 2 bucks, i am talking abt $30 000. <<< thirty thousand. 12月21日 -A Short One :)-Yesterday i read my achieves, about 1 and a half year ago de. I realise my typing was so natural back then, compared to now.. im so act cool. So for this short post, im going to type like how a use to type years ago! Starting from now..
AIYO SHIT lah i forgt wat i wan 2 type liao!!! wat ar i realli forgt leh!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!! ok lah type some lame lame tings.. wah i nw type lik tis hor i vry 'bu xi guan' leh. hahahaha!!! ... Chennin hor ask me to see 1 dno wat facebook de picture hor.. thn i must create acc thn can see mah.. walao thn now hor i evryday like gt .30 new emails leh..!!! irritating u noe!!! hahahahaha!!! thn hor nw i noe Grace vry active on facebook leh.. her pet hor very pro... ...HAHAHAH!!!
yestday hor me, my ma, my sis, auntie lucia, yiyi peggy, ahron and ahmei... oh yea and my pa hor.. we eat steamboat at the corridor.. cos too many people canot eat inside hse mah... so eat corridor loh. hahahaha!!! then we children eat vry fast de mah jiu come my house ply computer games lah. (cos i got computer and laptop thn can more ppl ply mah) WALAO THEN HOR...!!! u noe then people living above me de hor go COMPLAIN TO POLICEE SAY WE VRY NOISY LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WALAO NABEI *#$%^)(&%$#%&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i admit we a bit noisy lah esp me and ahron bcos we plying quitar geek then choose expert mode then vry fun and challenging we scream here scream there mah.. BUT U NOE HOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the people living above me hor, the COMPLAIN KING AND QUEEN LAH... they everytime fight until 3 4 AM!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!! we only play until hafen even reach 2 am loh.... chicken lah they all.
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Wahh.. now i know why my archieves all seems so lame.. HA! any difference a not ar? anw.. i forgot to post about band picnic. go to
for pictures! i lazy ar.. 12月18日 -Hi All [: -Hey people! :) I've edited my previous post.. i'v even added meaningful bible verses. Please read it again. :D
Dear Mrs. Seow Mei Ping
I do reply to my tags, i reply them in my post. I am not trying to act cool, but because i can't figure out how to change the tagboard settings to show more than 20tags, i'v no choice but to reply them in my post. Hope you understand my diffiulty and sorry for any inconvenience caused.
Yours faithfully
Pretty&Cute//Jes
HA-HA-HA! that was so funny!
tag replies
to ChenNing: twyytzxsxsz jyyuzzz twyiyittsxxx lorrhhhsszxzx. im going to cut my hair soon too! lets return to school next year with shocking hairstyles! jiayou to you too :)
to Robin: shall not entertain your lameness.
to CherYuen: okayokay. :)
to Meiping: (please read above)
to Xenia: NP. im going to cut my hair soon too! (repeated for the second time ._.) hey, btw, jessica, meiping, candice and xenia comfirmed going + staying overnight at chalet yea?
12月17日 - :) edited -.. behind closed screen. ha! funny ar..
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(edited) Forget About It. friday, after band (band?! hello?! its BAND BREAK yea?!), me and my MUOQI are going shopping! for stationaries okay, we are not bimbos. :) can't wait for it! finally doing things that i enjoy! xD
(edited) next up, jessica, siya and lyn will watch Twilight! tho.. such a pity that i haven't read the book. haiyo. lyn ar, for god's sake.. its T.W.I.L.I.G.H.T, not Twistlight. HA-HA-HA!
(edited) class chalet, Batam and School Reopens! yayyayyayness! imma gonna have juniors!
Siya and Lyn came to my house today to pass me It Started With A Kiss discs. haiyoooooooooooo! it was so great chatting with my classmates again! im so sick of band members alr, ha! no offence ar! we went to the bubbletea shop to chat.. and to my surprise!.. BAND BREAK AND YET THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE GOING TO BAND! What the TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT?! they can't get enough of band?
please, please school, please school reopens, please school reopens soon..
YEA~
(i find this post quite offensive.. so i did lots of editting and removed parts of it. i did not edit the last paragraph tho..because i think theres a need for it to be like that since i've alr removed most of its content. p/s: only people who read my unedited post will understand what my last sentence meant. [: )
(added) went to grace blog, she really is a role model of a christian.
it was after reading her blog that made me edit my post. finally theres a chance for me to type this..
Proverbs 3:5-6 : Trust in the lord with all your heart. Never rely on what you think you know. Remember the lord in everything you do, and he will show you the right way.
Luke 18:27 : Jesus answered, "What is humanly impossible is possible for God."
Matthew 11:28-30 : Come to me, all of you who tired from carrying heavy loads, and I will give you rest. ~
Isaiah 41:10 : Do not be afraid--I am with you! I am your God--Let nothing terrify you! I will make you strong and help you; I will protect you and save you.
Philippians 4:13 : I have the strengh to face all conditions by the power that christ gives me.
hope this motivates you. why bother dwelling or discussing your problems; demoralise or make yourself angry? just lift your hands to the lord! For He has said all of the above..
-14dec, Sis's Bday + Party All Day!-14december is the date my sis turn 1 year older!
F.I.O.N.A L.I.M Y.U.E T.I.N.G
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 Happy Birthday To You <<<finally turned 7 ar.. she often goes around telling people that she's 7 years old when she was only 6.. ._.
anyway! my day started out going to the NYJC concert.. and we actually got lost ._. only a few metres away from the school yet we took a taxi, ahaha and devin paid for it. here are some pictures // specially taken for CherYuen!
        ... i know the quality of the pictures are rly bad.. because i was zooming like mad. i even used sepia effect, because the spotlight made the whole scene golden, but somehow my handphone cant capture the golden effect.. so.. ha! anyway! here are some photos specially taken for cheryuen!
and here are the 'special' shots!
   hehhehheh *evil grins*
next!
Christmas Buffet Cum Sissy's Birthday Party!
 the birthday girl having her fun! the buffet!       
i look so crazy in most of the pictures.. ha! 12月13日 -I Know Im Lame-Hello people [:
... i trying to be lame here. ahaha! i know i really am because i typed everything yesterday. .__. the entry 'Before Band Camp' was also typed yesterday. sooooooo people..
Please Read From The Bottom
and because i could not finish yesterday.. i had to continue today.. which make me even lame.
Actually i have one more Major Thing that took place which is FOOD POISONING. some say its the vege that we ate during dinner on 2nd night, while some say its the cup noodle that we had for breakfast on the 3rd day. well i don't know. but i know it kena the Clarinet Section badly. when we were having tutoring with Mr. Desmond, wah.. we really took turns to go to the toilet to SHIT. they all complain their stomach is churning/pain.. blabla. Nothing of that sort happen to me.. but i still urgently need to go to the toilet because i haven't been shitting for 3 days!!!
So there was this very funny thing that happened. Because YuQing, CherYuen and Me were shitting at the same time.. a cleaning aunty came into the toilet and said..
'Wah! You all never shit for many days ar..'
ahahahaha!!! i laughed my ass off!!! because the toilet was really veryveryvery smelly~ cause previously everybody also came in to shit. heheh!!! ;P
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now that band camp is over.. let me update you on what im busy about:
today: skipped youth to buy school books
tomorrow: NYJC concert (jiayou ar Ahxiang and Pupeng!)
tomorrow x2: Band Picnic
tomorrow x3: Collect concert tickets from Sabirah
tomorrow x4: Pack luggage for Batam holiday
tomorrow x5: Sabirah's school concert (going with my MUOQI)
tomorrow x6: Leave for Batam
1 word x3 = busybusybusy
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i shall temporarily reply to tags in my post because i still cannot figure out how to show more than 20 tags in my board.. help anyone?
to CherYuen: nevermind. Sharlyn choosed you, not say change jiu change de. Good luck in playing first for BOTH pieces. :)
to ChenNing: yes, CHEWchenning? may i help you?! ahahaha! xD you call me PIGmiye so too bad you have to be called CHEWchenning. :) and not to forget MUSHROOM! muahahaha~ :D and YES! we WILL not brood over it. :]:]:]
to WeiLin: ooo, in my shoe good what, can enhance the smell and taste. :D HA! and i know you don't mean it. ;P
to BoonKei: goodluck to you. :) and i won't get a chance to sleep in your school either! xD
Lastly, people, i want to apologies for the faulty pictures. its because Space Live just changed its settings (which i HATE, ALOT ALOT.) so i need some times to get use to it. Anyway, the problem have been fixed, so CHEWchenning, please stop complaining. HA! :) So those who has read my post, its good to read again cause there will now be pictures. ;P
12月12日 -Back-people! im back! and im dead tired.. but still..
i chatted with my muoqi aka pigmiye aka haopengyou aka chewchenning for 79 minutes! we poured out all our unhappyness and we are feeling great now! i realise we are such good friends, and theres so much that we had when tru.. heres what she wrote about me in her blog:
 though she called me pigmiye, ha! but im still very touched okay, chewchenning! im very lazy to type already.. but thats what i want to say to you also. ha!
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people! i want to introduce you a veryvery good product! which is..
 its very good. my lips didnt rot and instead in better condition!!! you won't believe it man. fellow bandist! choose this brand! its verryyyyyyyyyyyy good!
goodnight! :) -B.A.N.D C.A.M.P-i find people really stupid to actually type out the whole thing.. and i will do the cleverest act..
    clever eh?!
anyway, im only going to highlight some special events that took place.
Invasion Of The Bees
2nd day; the last full band, we had some visitors in the band room! hohoho! and its Mr. Beesssssssssssss! funny eh. i read Amanda's blogand realised its because the school destroyed their natural habitat. poor bees.. wait, poor us.. firstly, we tried to get the bees out off the band room by turning off the lights, but the plan failed because all the bees end up staying on the bright green exit signs. and because we opened up the door.. we 'invited' more bees into the band room. ha! me and yuqing was like.. 'you see you see! theres more! ' okay, so we wasted about 10mins.
next, we on the lights again and Andy sacrificed himself by climbing onto chairs and covering the exit signs with garbage bag. (the were manymany bees on the exit signs and he had to use the garbage back to hoot at it then the bees fly all over the place..) why never go sting his ugly face ar? ha! no offence. alright, so the band room lights were turned off again, and we waited about 5mins for the 'guest' to leave.. but the plan still FAILED because of some stupid people! (not referring to anyone in particular because im not sure who) oh my fuck, they turned on the lights before closing the door. and the bees sure can fly fast, even when then door is closing, about 3 - 4 still managed to enter the room. so we had around 7 unwelcome guest in the band room..
Mr.T cannot tahan anymore because we are wasting his precious full band time. ha! so the remaining had the chance to listen to the beautiful music made by the band the last minute of their life, because Mr.TWH took a bygone and killed them all the next minute. ha! how drama! anyway, i am trying to make it as interesting as possible because i know a lot of people will type about this incident..
poor bees, they did not hurt anyone..
The Haunted Classroom
people, class 14 next year 24 is haunted! man, at first i don't believe when yeeyong and yanfen said when you walk past it, you will hear noise.. like people playing majong. i still challenged them.. ' really meh, i go hear ' wah.. i really walk straight to the class, go to the darkdarkdark window and stare into the darkdarkdark class, and i tell you the sound really is very loud man. from far you can't really hear it, but as you step closer and look into the classroom, you seems to enter another world and surrounded by that sound. oh my fuck. it really scares the hell out of me. i let out a scream and started running like hell and enter a class with people and hugged the first person i saw which was PeiYun. im practically shaking loh. i got scolded by Yingying, for shouting in the night, but nothing go inside my head because i was panting and scared and.. i don't know, the scene just kept replaying in my mind. the scene in which the class is so empty and dark, when you expect absolute silent there this creepy noise. as im typing im also very scared loh.. and the sound go soft and loud and soft again and then no more and its back again. it all happened very fast like within seconds. im very freaked out now so lets not type so much about it.
the next day, in the morning, when the day is starting to light up.. we all walk past the class again, and all of us heard it, and it really freaked me out.
so thats about it, the 2 main things i wanna post about.
we did lots of sight reading during the full band before our sleep. we did more than 10 sight reading piece, all grade 5 and above. its very challenging, but i totally enjoyed it man! you really focused yourself and play the best you can along with your seniors, you will seemed as if you've entered another world when your into that piece. i wonder anyonehas the same feeling as me. esp the seniors.. anyway, our final choice piece is With Heart and Voice. cheryuen, its heart, not hard. ha! i really like that piece, except the fact that i dont't get a chance to play first for the SYF. but i will get over it. :)
we had tutoring during the second and third day. ha! i really wonder it the sound that the tutor produce is known as a clarinet sound.. the sound we produce is.. ??? crab. HA-HA-HA!
its a fruitful band camp, we really got to bond with each other, esp the seniors. theres no more awkward situation anymore, compared to the last band camp. ha!
:) -Before Band Camp-band camp is nearing x 10000000000000000
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:D / D:
howww?! at one moment i totally don't look forward to it, another moment i can't wait for that day to come.. arrrrrrrrrg!
lame shit, i still had to go anyway. i shall proceed to packing stuffs. pray that my lips don't rot and drop off.. (to be continued..) 12月1日 -I Am Unhappy-(sorry people, i was unable to type anything on this space that day, hence i only typed in the title. anyway, it was something regarding band. i wasn't refering to my _ _ _ _ _ _, chenning, i think you misunderstood the situation. i don't want to elaborate about it anymore, since i am no long unhappy/angry.) |
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