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2月27日 -Sickening Fellows-Yes, whatever YOU say is right. You 'NEVER' cheat in tests before. Just because you wanna gain favour in the eyes of the taecher, you would rather report your friends for making an offence you can't deny you never commit before. 你没有资格来批评我们。I don't care if you are in love with the teacher, or think its the right thing to do. You are stepping on your own toes. Can't believe you are such a person.. After being tru so much as a class, there is still SOMEONE who betrays. Even KangSheng or Christina never said a word. Wow, it makes you qualify to be the chairperson?!
To people out there who is wondering what the heck I am talking about.. I did not commit any serious crime. And I am not saying all these to defence myself. 是实在看不下去。
Stop telling people to SHUT IT, YOU SHUT UP YOURSELF. Who is the big mouth that go crapping to the teacher? You RICH, your ANGMOH GOOD, but it doesn't make you very BIG. What rights do you have to call people to shut up when you yourself is talking away. Stop thinking that the world is irritating except you.
But whatever it is, I don't hate you, I never once never take you as a real friend. Now, I am just thinking what sort of friend you are.
And you, where is your integrity, or at least SELF-RESPECT? At least I told the teacher what I did, everyone did so. You are worst than the one I mention above okay, at least what he did is something right. You are completely denying all the things you did! And worst still, its not like you are going to get a punishment or demerit points.. It just goes to show what kind of person you are. I don't want to be your idol anymore. (Or was it him who told you not to confront the teacher?) 2月26日 -All Screwed Up-During the rehersal at SCH, the clarinets cannot be heard. The conductor kept mentioning the clarinets, Clarinets, CLARINETS!!! Screwed some parts on stage. Fed up, why am I am able to play it everywhere except on stage? Sectionals this few days.. the tension.. I guess Sharlyn was upset that we did not perform well. Who don't.
Cheers to those broke down. QianYi, you played so well! I was totally so '__insert any negative adjectives__' during WHAV, then I could hear you play, I was like.. HENG AR. Hahahaaa, so don't be upset anymore. :) & to CherYuen and Demi, cheers! ;D
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Today I sucked. I screwed up 2 out of my 3 tests. Science and Math, how stupid. I was tired after sectionals yesterday which ended late, by the time I finish bathing and get everything prepared, it was already 8pm. Dozed off countless times from 8 - 9pm. I really couldn't take it so I went to sleep. Planned to wake up at 4am, but I was so nervous I woke at 3.30am. Realising it was still early, I went back to sleep. And when my alarm clock rang at 4, I practically jumped off the bed as I thought it was 6.20am. Studied from 4 - 6.20am. Strained my eyes under the unusual bright light.
To those who think we were just cheating, maybe you never realise you actually put in less effort than us.
I fucking hate those teachers. Why do they fucking love thursdays so much. We always get fucking number of test on thursdays. Don't you all realise we have fucking amount of things to study? The fucking stress we all are facing? If you think that we are some fucking students who don't study, though we appear as we don't, let me tell you we go from Textbook to Workbook to Notes to Worksheet to Assessment Books to Drawing of Mindmaps to Making of Our Own Notes. Every fucking test is something big for us, don't think its fucking fun to take a test. Plus all the fucking hours of sleeps we are deprived of.
2月20日 -No Worries!-No worries! I am okay, the teacher is okay, everyone's okay. :)
So anyway, I realised I can't be angry for more than 1 day. At the end of the day when it's bedtime.. I will start to think alot (I am someone who thinks okay!), was it my fault? was I too rude? she's still my teacher, form teacher? she has to face many of us, handle many problems? As my anger subsides, I start to see things..
Still as stubborn.. I Am Not Saying It's All My Fault Okay!!!
And I also realised, I am such a nice person! So forgiving! Ahahahaaa! Aiya from the start I am nice, but once I am agitated.. I go CRAZIEXXZXSZ! ehehh. :D
After school was band, tomorrow is band again. And next tuesday is the rehearsal at Singapore Concert Hall!!! Oh my :] ;] ^^ <(^_^)> Today played WHAV, just love the music. I am glad I did not quit band. wooohooooo~
~some weird happenings~ 2月19日 -Teachers-Teachers, they ain't human. They are weird creatures with weird feelings and thoughts.
I know after this post I will get hell lots of spams. Jessica you are at fault/ Its rude/ Teachers meant good/Blablabla~ Perhaps I am just blogging, perhaps I want the teachers I am refering to to read this, perhaps it is to make me realise I am at fault.
Everyday I have to face teachers, teachers picking on me. My hairstyles, my behaviour, the food I eat, the way I interact with my friends.. Maybe they care, but they crossed the line.
First thing in the morning: 'Xenia Candice Meiping, you all go infront and sit. Don't have to care about her, I say she also wont listen. When she no company..'
Second: 'YiQing! SiYa! Don't talk to her. Realise I am not telling her this, because I can't keep her mouth shut. When nobody is talking to her..'
: 'And there are some people who badmouth people at people's back loh.. *points at me*'
: 'Look at her hairstyle. I want you to retie it now.'
and manymany more.
I don't know why YOU had to look at me this way. Am I someone that can't be talked to? I might just laugh it off, but that doesn't mean I am happy or just forgot about it. I told you before, the more you try to control me, especially the harsh way, the more rebellious I get. I can just stay in class and not go down for morning assembly. I can just sleep through lesson. I can totally don't talk about you/talk to you. I can just cut my hair bob. I know it will get me into trouble, but I will still do it anyway.
I know what are the things I should do and shouldn't do. I know what are the things I do that will disrupt the lesson. I know what are the things I do that would irritate the teachers. I know what are the things I do that will get me into trouble. I know the things I do that are right or wrong. But why did I still choose to do it?
I did my work, and as I settled down to behave and pay attention in class.. But everytime you pissed me off at the start of the lesson. Then it becomes my fault, I am the one who did not pay attention in class, I am the one talking to my friends, I am the one disrupting the lesson. I admit sometimes I get pissed off before your lessons so I would just lie my head on the table and try not to express my emotions. Thats not your fault.
You are tired, I am tired too. You know everyday I spent 30minutes infront of the mirror doing my hair, thinking what kind of hairstyles would be more suitable. Not too exaggerating, neat, keep out of my eye, all in place. I spent so much time, and you just come and pulled it off like that.
The big piece of skin did not come easy. My feet bleed, and its almost raw.
I give myself one more chance, I give you one more chance. Tomorrow I will be at my best.
p/s: heng band life this week is more relax/enjoyable/stress-free. if not how to hold on?
2月15日 -Pictures Talking-First up, Whitey!
 heheh, i tried to catch it but it ran away..
    very cute hor!!! hah, the other eye cannot see. @@
 squeeze!
   so fat..
 so round..
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Next up, The Veronicas albums & the newly bought Ipod Nano 4th generation!
 CHECK THIS OUT!!!
 yes, its expensive. SHIPPED FROM AUSTRALIA LAH!
 lets say.. i love the albums more than this?
 awww..
 AWWW..
 AAWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!
loveitloveitloveit
 cute eh?!
to those who thought i lied about it.. Good Luck to you.
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Lastly.. the Jan Babies!
 everyones excited!
 ooo the cake THE CAKE!!! yumyum.
  happy birthday to you~
  the Jan Babies!
 looked retarded here.. AHAHAH N.O
 enthu girls, crazy Tang Guo Lim (aka Candice Lim)
 Ms.Yeo!!
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Band life is busy.
6 more weeks. To SYF.
p/s: heng ar! friday+saturday With Heart and Voice sharlyn never scold. :)
2月1日 -Tests-
(picture taken during Fund Fiesta) I miss 15 class chalet. Mahjong Fever! :)
Manymany test coming up next week. A total of 5, and we gonna have 3 tests on the same day. Goddamn. Not planning to study, to test myself if I am smart! :] YiQing is crazy! She spent all her time this weekend studying, and asking me questions through msn every now and then. Unlike me, drama fever. Hahah. Ahem.. So Ms.Yeo said that I should not type singlish all the time, because I will get use to it. So from now on, Imma gonna type SIMPLE proper english! *grins*
Since everyone is on the topic of ----, I shall type something too. I really can't stand the way you generalise. 'Only poor people wear jeans.' WTF? Are you just jealous that we people get to wear jeans while you can't even fit into one?! Not everyone's english is 'as good as' you okay. And not everyone 'enjoys' ---- the way you do. I don't like english. I think ---- is a waste of time. So what? You said you don't teach by the book. But don't you know exam test you on the content of the book? Hello My Dear Teacher. There is a ---- test this thursday, covering a total of 67 pages of the text. And how many page have you teached? 5!Oh forget it, since you are always teaching us how to grow as a whole, plus all the moral values, we are prepared to fail.
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