shit lah, my previous post hor like 'de zui' a lot of ppl. so i wn say here hor, the things ive typed hor, no need to see until so serious lah. aiya, i really duno hw to say leh. mayb the word is jus, sry. srysrysry, if my words are harsh and hurt ur feelings. to chenning: the person i had in mind tht i considered a stuck up, IS NT YOU LAH IDIOT!!! dnt think so much lah, you are a gd fren to me ok?! & to sharlyn: im realy sry. im nt saying tht you dnt care, or saying tht you aint gd. you are a gd senior, and you do care. and saying tht youre wif chenning, im jus refering to tht day itself. and actually tht is sth positive as it wuld bcome a motivation for m to work harder. dnt take it to much in heart, ok?

'If you want to end it the way as if nothing happened, you might as well dont start it' interesting eh? its jiaxun's nick, i find it vry.. meaningful. ar, i hve lots of motivations lately. one of it is pupeng's site. i duno why, bt i really lk up to her loh. as in, shes such a 'hao' senior tht, i jus respect her a lot. and her site always gives me lots of motivations, though she dnt even knw im reading! eh, actually bfore i started typing thr seems to be so much to say abt, bt nw.. i cnt recall liao. really is old liao loh me. jus read 'Marley & Me', heard bfore yea? its really, quite nice lah. funny, touching and sad. i cry like siao loh, cos you knw i cnt read those touching touching de.. anw, if anyone were to ask me, wad type of ppl do i hate, the answer is: STUCK UPS! i hate stuck ups. i say agn, I HATE STUCK UPS! well, i hve an example on my mind, jus dnt wna type the damn name out. that girl is jus so stuck up to seniors ok! and i hate it, i hate to be around her whn thr are seniors. hve been practicing my clar hard, no slacking. i knw i hve to hlp myself. cos sharlyn will always be with chenning in times of trouble, full band wadsoever. so asking her for hlp? nono. anw, im starting to gt the hang of it. 1 prob, i cnt use 3.5 reed. its too hard, the sound so airy de, and its diff for me to change to high notes. plsplspls, let me use reed 3 k? really loh, its so much louder, and i dnt hve to push air till i die. okok, no point xplaining here, cos no one will gt me. sch reopening soon!!! miss 15, bt also miss 6b lah!!! 6B-UNITED^^! gna go pac my rm nw, so cn fastr chiong hw. byebye.

haha, sharlyn, i didnt knw you read my space. since i only gt a lil ppl to link me. morning went to eat wif my ma, sis and ichelle(cousin lah), thn go take neoprints. it seems to be million yrs since i last took neoprints. ever since i step into sec sch, evryday was so busy tht thrs totally no time for neoprints. anw, i found out i grw prettier liao! or isit bcos i let dwn my hair? nxt time thn i upload the pics. k, nxt went to youth grp wif youqian and weixin loh. fun lah, bt lil ppl only. bt thy were friendly ppl and i feel vry welcome. thn chiong to amk central for senior band, thy performing mah. lil did i knw.. i chiong like siao ok! cn told me is 6pm start, BT HOR REAL IS 7.30PM LOH!!!~ wahpiang! ohkohk, dnt wn elaborate. performance really kool loh. jus tht thy drag so much bfore band loh, thn i was like, siandiao siandiao. aiyo, seniors so kool. hw i wish the day in which i cn join senior band wuld quickly arrive. thn it wuld be the same as last time chinese orc. walao, last time you join bout 3 month jiu cn join senior band liao, nw must wait 1 yr. hais. lazy type a lot leh. byebye. god bless you.

section outing? nono, thts a childish way of saying. 'Going out together' is a btr way of saying it. haha, heard tht frm sharlyn. anw, it wasnt really tht fun. especially im nt really like-to-shop kind of person, yet we shopd a lot, well, bobian, must folo seniors mah. gt you a rough idea of hw we travel; we met at j8 and ate. thn we took a bus and went all the way to chinatown. aft spending a long time searchine for the right shop, we spend a longlong time discussing and editing on the design for our section tee. and really made the uncle pissed off, as we were so noisy and used his com to edit the 'art'. of all reasons, its bcos we stayd thr for so long! like 1hr? or more loh. walao, really sian diao. bt hor, the design relly is vry kool leh! cnt wait for it to be done. ~$23 wor, plus we hlp the graduating sec 4s pay hor, total is $28. nt bad lah. thn hor we took mrt to orchard, and walked to far east plaza. purpose: seniors buy tie for sat's performance. must buy funkyfunky tht type. thn we walkd for a long time agn, like we walkd the whole mall loh. walao, my leg also breaking ler. i really nt the shopping type of girl loh, same as demi. so we chatted as we folo the senior frm bhind. the seniors really knw hw to shop de leh, especially shoes. we seems to walk into every shoe shop. alamak, aint we suppose to buy tie. and ridiculously, 11 ppl only 1 person buy, qianyi. alamak, in the end no one wn buy. sian diao. thn me, demi, and yuqing hor cnot tahan wn go home ler, so we were thinking of going first. thn ltr the rest also think quite late ler, so go loh. we walkd to orchard mrt station agn and took train bac to amk. thn frm thr take bus home.. walao, vry tired seh. bt thn, also quite fun lah. at least me, a sec 1, cn gt to knw my seniors more. especially demi, we chatted tru the whole journey. haha, hve common interest topics to tlk abt. haha! really loh, we tlk a lot. needless to say, qianyi and weiling, okok loh. sec 2s mah easier to communicate. as fpr the sec 3s hor, didnt really tlk to thm. mayb its bcos of the age diff hor, so also duno hw to say. xcept for yuqing, shes easier to communicate. haha, duno why leh, share common interest topic agn loh. sometimes some ppl, you jus cnt seems to tlk to thm de right. also bobian, cnot force de. thn come home, wn ply runescape also cnot, i was like closing my eye resting while i was training loh. its like, i jus use my ears the listen to the sound thn i knw whether i was dying or killd the monster, thn open my eyes to click. walao, tak boleh tahan. once i finishd my whole bag of food i go slp ler. i hfn even changd somemore. slp till like 9.30 thn was woken up by the sound of the tv. thn watch tv, eat. and nw im, typing. walao, you cnot believe hw dry my lips are loh. is like, i keep practicing on my clar, thn hor, the skin on outside and on the inside all peeling off liao leh. and its vryvry dry. thn hve been puting lip gloss the whole day. alamak, and nw im going to practice somemore liao. tmr nid go sch take new scores and come bac practice agn. haishais, enough of typing. byebye.

wow, hw many days since i last posted? 2 days? chey. i jus wna say thrs, bandbandband and more BAND. i spent this 2 days mostly in band, especially tday. 8am-6pm man! 10rs! ytd was 9am-1pm, 4 hrs. also nt bad lah huh? and nt forgting tmr and the day aft tmr. tmr: section outing. which im stil considering whether to go or nt. fri: nida go band to collect scores. band is sure gna be tougher ea day, especially wif the 'teasings'. damn lah, who was the 1 who startd it? its like, hw am i gna take reed frm whn yeeyongs nt around? if i go take frm him, thrs sure gna be more rumours. walao, its nt true ok. I DNT LIKE ANDY. kan dao ler ma? i say agn; I DNT LIKE ANDY! as in like, is the senior junior, frensfrens type mah.btr gt this into ur head. walao, the pieces hor, vry hard blow leh. thn thy keep changing changing changing. whn we mian qiang cn ply ler hor, thy will change to anoth 1. tmd, ea piece gt tougher de loh. walao, and i 1st clarinet leh! you knw hw to tough and stressful it is to take up the 1st clarinet. espcially de 1 piece, duno call wad, i the only first clar man! only, see tht?! ONLY! wahpiang, so i must jiayou jiayou jiayou! cnot let all my section mates shi wang, especially sharlyn. i cn do it de! eh, really loh, i at home evryday practice pratice pratice. ea time nt less thn 1 hour ok. see, i so you gong, btr see some improvements. duno whn thn cn go for syf. vry xing fen you knw, reminds me of my cca bac in mfps. CO, hua yue. understand? = chinese orchestra. woohoo! seesee? im so musically talented. hahahaha~ i ply the cello, the clarinet, the guitar, and a lot more! no lah, this 3 only. hfn master clarinet though.. heheh. bt i will, watch out. k, enough of typings. i nida go practice my clarinet ler. wad my air hve to be more directd? serious, i dnt gt wad it means. even aft much explanation frm sharlyn and weixiang, i only gt a rough idea. and, my my chin de thr hor duno wad its called, keep coming out leh walao. it used to be vry flat de, bt nw keep coming out i duno why also. and hor, damn it lah, i forgt borrow essential elements, thn i duno those super high notes tht first clar must knw hw to ply. nevermind, i will continue to work hard de! byebye. eh wait, stil wn say; im missing you as always.