Today, I went to ... dunno whr, forgotten liao ... With my classmates, Siti, Pascal, Ahpeh, Tianfu and Azri... and others from other classes. Cik Rokiah chose us ... erm .. becoz our art are good?? HAHA!! Yeayea .. its true. LOL. 
  Went we first enter the building, the first thing we saw were those dunno wat tings hand made by this guy so called 'The 1st in Singapore' for the dunno wat pot de lah ... SO EXPENSIVE LEH!! ALL LIKE THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS!! Somemore that ting look so ... cheap. Is like... go brances on it somemore. 1 Brance cost you $5000 you want buy?? HAHAHAHHAA!!! GO PICK YORSELF LAH!!! WAAAAH!! If horh .. realli got ppl want to buy then i go pick all the brances in Singapore then go sell ... MILLIONARE LIAO!!
  SHIT LAH!! Stupid ahpeh go read my notebook .. inside got MR de name ... HE GO TELL ALL THE BOYS HIS NAME LEH!!! GRH!! *chop chop*

 

Me thick skin?? I am a girl ... but different. I confessed to this guy .. 3 times alr.. But then he was always like ... 'o..k o..k ... yah yah ...lol.... dunno ?? ...' or something like that. Do you think he also like me or wat?? Its not like i wan to .... wat ... wat ... wat .... you noe?? I am not like that kind of stupid stupid girls ... you get what i mean?? I juz wan to know how u feel for me then thats it. Stop. Must wait for the rite time to come rite?? NVM NVM... Im more like talking to my myself .. or for myself to read. Wanna noe how long your feelings for me can last...

Guess wat, I was aT karamja when i met this guy. Sara-xy guy... he wore sara. Then veri pretty. I started talking to him, and bcoz i veri clever .. i noe hes a singaporean. SEE!! I SO PRO RITE!!!! And i veri pretty, dun forget. Then ok ok loh .. he veri nice. but oso veri dumb. He veri nice like julian. SAME LEH!!! EXACTLY DE SAME!!! I tell him do wat he do wat, say this then he oso agree agree de. HAHA!!! But he veri funny LEH... wan give other ppl money or free items. As though he veri rich. Yea wat he veri rich. But so wat ... oso cannot like that rite. Kept on giving me free tings as if i no money ... like i so poor like that.. Add him ... he veri pro ... but my father pro-er than him. Cloud927 lvl 97. 97 leh!!!!! i lvl 75 onli!!! *he* .. so unfair..!!!!! But nvm ... i kinda like him... AS FREN ONLI!! Coz i like mr alr. U add him then take money from him ... or ask him help u buy expensive tings then he wun collect money from u de. he will say someting like , ' juz take it lah ... u my fren mah .. so i no need take $$ . kool rite!!! so DA FANG. .... hahha!!!! XD!

I just fought with my best friend, Siya. Over something realli stupid. Aww .. my heart broke. Nvm .. don't think abt unhappy things...
Runescape GOGOGO!!! MUST CHIONG!!! MUST CHIONG!!! But when I go to China for 8 days .. my friend will surely lvl up. And I will be a loser then.. =(    And abt MR ... you all must tink that I am so stupid, rite?? I still like him leh .. or though I dunno whether he still like me or not. But nvm what .. even if he doesnt like me alr ... it wont stop me from liking him.  HAHA!! Oh yeah ... went to take neoprints yesterday. With Feiyun and Zirui. Damn funny ..LOL!! We went to the arcade too ... Im still so lousy at driving. Last leh ... so paiseh. OK!! Thats all. 1 week holiday I m gonna die. Miss sch so much. And my classmates. Anyway .. rmb .. [FAST TO FAIL, THINK TO EXCEL]

YEAH!!! I kanna chosen, can go China!! From 1st April to 8th April. Veri excited sia.. 8 days loh... NVM!! I veri brave de... SO DUN YOU DARE LOOK DOWN ON ME!! I hope the teachers will oso choose me to go Mt Kinabaru. I rather climb Mt Kinabaru than go China. I mean, its more fun isn't it?? HAHA!! But anyway.. must thx God. I can count myself lucky that i got chosen to go China. Like, thr is so many others you know?? THOUSANDS!! But God let me have this chance, is alr a blessing. Im so happy..

It's in christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ ... he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone.

you've got this new head filled up with smoke
I got my veins all tangled close
to the jukebox bars you frequent
the safest place to hide
a long night spent with your most obvious weakness
you start shaking at the thought
you are everything i want
cause you are everything i'm not

and we lay, we lay together
just not, too close, too close
(how close is close enough?)
we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way

well my inarticulate store bought
hangover hobby kit it talks (talks)
and it says, "you oh, you are so cool"
scissor shaped across the bed
you are red, violent red
you hollow out my hungry eyes
you hollow out my hungry eyes

and we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close
(how close is close enough?)
we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way
i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
that you can't ever leave
no you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
i'll make damn sure (damn sure)
that you can't ever leave (that you can't ever leave)
no you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
you won't ever get too far

i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way (worst way)

i'm gonna make damn sure
i just wanna break you down so badly
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way, worst way...

My chinese teacher, linlaoshi rite, TODAY VERI WHAT LOH!!!!!!!! Juz bcoz i talk loudly in class, she punish me to copy words from 1.1 to 1.3. FINE!! Copy then copy.. so i didnt complain. After that, LinHui came and stood outside the classroom coz she need to talk to me abt someting ugent, common sense... i would walk over to talk to her rite, and of coz i did. But then linlaoshi got angry and started scolding me rude, no manners and many more. She oso punish me copy more, from 1.1 to 1.5. I juz heck care her coz i veri FED UP mah!! I OSO VERI ANGRY!! i Juz stare at her with this veri 'bu shuang' look on my face. I DID IT ON PURPOSE!!! By then i veri thirsty, so i started drinking water from my water bottle, then AGAIN this teacher like dun like me or wat, CONFISCATE MY WATER BOTTLE. Say what in class cannot drink water. WALAOWEH!! HOW COME GOT THIS KIND OF UNREASONABLE TEACHER!! okok, now that stupid teacher call me to explain someting, so i stood up and said what she wan me to say. She picked on me again!! She snap that i use a lot of 'then then then' so she wans me to copy this chinese word 10 times!! ****!! By then i realli feel like slapping her... but of coz i didnt. At the end of the class.. she walk up to me and ask for my father phone number, i ask her why, she replied me saying that she is going to call up my father, of coz, to say my bad words!! URGH!! @$$!!!!

HAIZ!! So sad =( ... This holiday, I dunno why, i miss my frens so much!! My classmates, everyone of them.. Now then i realise that my classmates are my true frens. My real frens. As for my MSN frens .. mayb some of them, onli some ... are for real but most of them are juz ... haiz, dunno how to say but u shld noe what i mean... From now on.. I will treasure them, every hour every second. My classmates are the ones who comforts me when I m feeling down. Lend me money when when i left my wallet in the class. Help explain to the teacher when i m on MC. I realli dunno what I m going to do after p6 when i have to leave all my frens.. but from now, there is still a lot of time ... I will treasure every moment that i spent with them.

YOZ!! Tomoro is valentines day.. i noe all gals r so happy... coz mayb yor bf will kiss u... which u have been waiting for so long ... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! Yea, gals .. this is yor onli chance ... give yor bfs signals .... if u r clever u will noe wat i m talking abt??!! N if yor bf didn buy u anth or didn say 'I LOVE YOU' Dun get angry ... clam down ... it doesn mean he doesn care abt u .. is juz that he is nervous or someting... he juz doesn have the courage yet... ok?? So try to understand yor bfs.. N FOR GUYS!! Com'on , dun be so shy .. gals wun juz reject u like that ... sing love song or buy roses ... & THEY WILL BE OVER MOON!! HAHA!! i sound so pro .. but is the fact wat ... i m so pro in this!! ECK!!! I MEAN ... NOT ONLI THIS, OK??!!  i m pro in everyting ... hahah!!!! thats y i m call da TCPITW ... N 4 single ... dun be so upset ... at least u dun have to worry whether yor b/gf gonna ask u out ... of waste time tinking of wat to buy for him/her .. rite?? Valentines Day is not onli for 'love birds', it is also a day for u to party with yor frens .. ISNT THAT KOOL?? U GOT AN EXCUSE TO GO OUT WITH YOR FRENS!!! ok... thats it... thats all i wanna say ... & 1 last tinG .. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

EE ER!! NOT GOOD DE!! I noe this guy.. who is so kool!! DA KOOLEST GUY IN THIS UNIVERSE!! He is so kool u noe??!! EXTREME!! But then so sad, i will onli get to see him 4 times a month... haiz* so sad.. HE REALLI VERI KOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! His heck care heck care attitude make him veri kool!!! N thats is why i tink of him EVERYDAY!!! Almost every moment... REALLI VERI KOOL LEH!!!! Even kooler than Shin.... Wanna noe hus that guy?? Do u tink is juz a crush or love??

EE ER NOT GOOD DE!!!! Marcus moving to India, 2 yrs then come back!!! VERI SAD LEH!!!! Even though i dun have a crush on him, but after being more than 1 yr of fren, n in the same class.... oso will be veri sad de rite??!! I feel like crying everytime i see him, i oso can sense that he also veri sad.. :( He friday not coming to sch alr, n 22feb fly to india.. My other frens oso veri sad, including gals, so tomoro we will have a party, in class n at mcdonald.. YEAH!! If i burst out crying..HOW?? but nvm, i will miss him de.. BB MARCUS!! GD LUCK!!

EH!!!!!! U GUYS ALL SIAO AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When teacher said that lame tingy, y u guys all point yor fingers at ME!!!!!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dun always say lame loh... die ler lah die ler lah ... DIE LER LAH!!!!!!!!!!! I comfirm will kana scolding de lah!!!!!! GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 JES: this few days rite, i play bdminton with ZR.. when we'r  playing hor... she keep mentioning abt her that veri PRECIOUS BENJAMIN.. ok lor ... veri normal rite ... but hor ... when i ask her y she like him rite ... she juz say dunno dunno dunoo ... wat a lame ans ... somemore that benjamin in AMK sec .. hen you ke nen ZR you yi tian hui kan dao ta!!!!! w00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha!!!!! ZR: he today den tell me why so fast must tell so many ppl??? anyway jes is lame!!!! JES: i not lame ok!!!!! i veri KOOL de!!! hahahahahahhaa!!! me kool me kool ME KOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! ZR:DIAO...) O.o  JES: stupid mei xiang SO FAT!!!!! ZR:erm... though i agree but try not to insult 'innocent' gals lyk her.... JES: innocent MEH??!!!!!!!!! she veri valgar loh!!!! EVERYDAY say cb cb cb ...  ai ya .. she veri lame de lah .. ok ok bb ler ZR: b and im from aderson pri go find me lol

Today!!! Today!!!! TODAY!!!!!!!!! Today, i met someone ( finally, after so long ) like me!!!!! She loves cat too!!! So kool rite!!!! Who is she?? My chinese teacher!!!! ( DANG!! ) hhahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!! Her blog is like mine, got cat pics all over!!!! But hers is not space lah... is .. haiz ... go visit yor self; www.linlaoshi.podomatic.com 
Feel like adding her into yor fren list eh??? hahaha!!! But to bad to sad, cannot loh.. hhahahaha!!! i guys find me so lame rite ... wateva!!!

Someone to laugh with, perhaps to shed some tears
A person who's been with you for all this years.
Someone to shelter you from days that are cold
A shoulder to lean on, a warm hand to hold.
An arm to catch you when you sleep and fall
And an ear for your problems whenever you call.
Someone to share your giggles and your dreams
A person to tell all your secrets and dreams.
Someone to hug you when you're happy or sad
To be just there in the good times or bad.
A person with whom you don't have to pretend
These are the jobs of a very best friend.

recently , i noe this gal... i tink she is from china lah ... still not comfirm yet. she is da olimpic gal for table tennis!! OMG!!!!! at first i dunno lah ... but when i saw the fotos in her blog then i noe ... m i dreaming or someting??? i noe i veri confusing lah , coz i dunno how to say mah ... anyway ... u ppl may tink i m crazy ... but i m not!! is true loh.. everything i say is true ... believe it or not .. is up to u guys ...

but i cant help it!! i didn chat with him for 2 days n i feel like i m goin to die... soon...!!!!! what m i goin to do?? hmm?? m i on mental case?? i noe i m not.. haha!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!! i sot sot de ... mayb yes. i oso dunno lah .... n so i chat with him , n its de same .... i send 10 yet he onli reply 1. veri normal for him. HE DIDN CHANGE AT ALL .. n maybe thats good. maybe. MAYBE. at least he didn change his feeling for me .. rite?? haha!!

All this days , thinking of him but wats the use? i nvr noe if he tink of me? going online juz to chat with him , but wats the use? he is always busy ... In church , i m always the one who walks up to him. msn , i m the who always start a conversation with him. I m the who say hi to him. its me. everyting is me. but now, is not anymore. its not going to be anymore. from now onwards.. i wun start a conver , i wun walk up to him , i wun say a hi to him if i see him online... now, its goin to be him. i will wait...