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July 03 -A Normal Day in School-Slept through most of my lessons. Jae had to
wake me up every few minutes to copy science
notes. In the end i really fell a sleep, for like 15
minutes, sweet.. But Jae woke me up because
they were having group work. Argh!
Mrs. Ang was understanding, saying she knew
i had a late night. But in the end she said, students
in band shouldn't use that as an excuse. Ar?
Surprisingly, i was looking forward to band practice.
Fun. But my lips were giving away, even WeiXiang's.
He stopped on me during 'Over the Rainbow' when he
knew i could not continue. But his solid sound was always
beside me, even during the performance. What a talented
guy. -AYG Performance-2 July 2009
Released at 12.45. The 1 hour full band practice was
... Demi and Grace cried. Mr.Tan scolded the Clarinet
Section and everyone was having moodswing. I was very
pekcek myself. Changing, lunch, moving of instruments
and all was a rush. But the performance was..
Awesome!
We totally rocked the stage! We played really
well for The Wizard of Oz (i can hear myself
beside WeiXiang, and the whole Clarinet Section!),
people were dancing away, even Mr.Tan, for Asian
Selections. Standing ovation, cool! For once, it was
the music, what a experience! We were dancing away
when Victoria played, and the audience were enjoying
themselves more than the boys on stage. But I believe
it was still us who made them high.
Reached home 10.33PM. Totally enjoyed myself.
-Drills in the Dark-1 July 2009
It was damn fun doing drills in the dark. We managed
to do our dressings well even when we could not see a
single thing. WeiXiang sure can come up with some
really cool/weird ways of doing things. Becoming Grace
huh. Hahaha. June 28 -WOOHOO!!!-I dont like short post, but..
SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW AND I AM SO DAMN EXCITED!
haha.
Michael Jackson died.. such a pity. /My post title don't seem to suit what i am going to talk about, sounds like i'm rejoicing over his death. Ar who cares, i'm the only who can access to this site after i changed the permission setting. Soon./ No matter what he did, or think he did, he remains as a music legend forever. He danced really well (check out his moonwalk!) and he was really handsome when he was 29 years old.
  though he already did his nose..
June 14 -Band Camp: June 2009-I thought i took a few pictures, but i couldn't find it. Forget it then.
1st day of the camp, nothing much. Totally enjoyed the full band with the sec 1s, aha i felt like a senior! I was having a severe sore throat and it was such a big deal. GRRHHH! Had drills in the afternoon, stood under the hot sun for hours. What The Fuck. I don't care how tiring it was, i am so black now. Hah but Andy was damn funny, damn shrewd. He tried not to 'act big' when taking drills and used 'perfect english', end up all craps. 'I need precision' hahaha.
2nd day, my throat still hurt as much but i was running a fever too. It felt so sick to be sick. Skipped the 1st dry run for POP, stayed in bunk to do the cards. Poor chenning was having a bad tummy too. Had games and movie later in the night. This was the best band camp so far, my lips did not even crack! Omg it bleed during all the previous band camp. Wasted too much time standing in the sun.
3rd day, was damn pissed during lunch.. WanLin said she tot i was from china. i am bloody hell not Ok. I'm a half Indonesian, half Singaporean, making me a 'kun xue er', hah so cool. Just because i have a perfect high nose, a pair of shiny, big eyes, and really fair, feminine skin.. you guys are jealous. Plain jealous. Do china girls look as pretty as me? Not a bit. POP then recollection band. Debrief then home. Feeling so fucked up right now i don't give a damn in elaborating.
June 06 -Errors on WLS-the picture on my space are so screwed up man! even the pictures in the latest post, which i just uploaded yesterday, are becoming problematic. the pictures in the archives are in a mess, so don't bother going tru them. and yeah, i changed the colour of the background, and some of the post the words were in white. so highlight if you wanna read.
Special Olympics yesterday, we were in our full band uni, with our blazers on. urgh, was sweating like crazy when playing PDH. and we sounded like a sonka band. ._.
 spot me!
  Clarinet Section (without YuQing, Joey and YeeYong)
 okay the quality is damn bad. but the 2 red sash are still noticeable yeah? 1 is DM, 1 is BMM, both from clarinet section! OMG SO PROUD OF THEM! :] June 05 -ME LiFE II-what the fuck, WLS say the post is too long, so had to split into two.
READ THE PREVIOUS POST FIRST.. THIS IS PART II.
WE WENT BACK TO MAYFLOWER PRIMARY SCHOOL!
  yes.. my sister was performing..
 OMG.. MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!#$%^&^#$%^&*
 UNITED!
 hahah.. we went to 'tour' around the school. so creepy sia, so dark, and so many teachers walking around.. almost kenna caught. all of us we screaming laughing running when we saw a teacher. HAHA FUN!
 wanna know how big my pri sch is? that whole building ^^^^ is the staff room! can you imagine! comparing it with AMKSS staffrm.. no wonder its so cramp lah!
 the parade square is twice the size of amkss'.. see so many cars can fit..
  the hall is twice the size of amkss'
our hall is damn huge!
 we have 3 study blocks.. 6 storey.. AMKSS only have 2.. and 4 storey.
    end of performance.. like finally. ._.
    grp pic!
   after so many failures.. CAN YOU SEE THE '6B'?! okay im the extra..
     heading to our usual hangout place! and played our usual game! IT WAS DAMN FUN. miss those times back then..
 sisters! do we look alike?
  mcd when everyone left.
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my results is a total fuck, and theres band everyday (except sat and sun) during the holiday (9-5<)
alright peeps, going off for band now. performing for the Special Olympics ltr.
Lastly,
 bye noobsters! we PUNK you! -ME LiFE I-STOP CAT ABUSE
   Both thrown from the eleventh floor. The 8th and 9th cat being thrown by the same maniac. And he's not even caught by the police. Justice? **** you.
Ok, seriously.. I forgot what really happened and what I wanna post about. HAHA.
I bought another guitar? Ok this is so long ago..
    heheh, so proud, im a guitar teacher! hello students!
After exams.. went to watch..
  omg look at the crowd.. and the movie is not even nice. WASTED MY $20!
 look at the 2 noobs.. 0.0 0.0
   went with the usual Animal Group.. without the chicken.. ._.
btw.. wanna find out how i study for exams? (eh i got study de Ok! at least a bit lah..)
  if i study in the day.. it will be like that ^^^^ yes, at the corridor. hey its the only way i can keep myself from running to my comfy bed to ZzZ, on the computer, watch tv, grab a bite, slack the day away.. thanks to my ang moh neighbour we have a beautiful 'garden' (the shade, yayness!) and a set of really nice wooden chair + table.
 but still, i mostly study after midnight when im not allowed to on the computer, watch tv.. and the list goes on..
April 13 -How Great Is Our God-April 11 -Good Friday-
Praise the Lord!
omg?!
'Colours Hutch' Is this my church?
ooo creepy!
._.
*^%&^$%&$^*!!! spoiler again..
With flash, no cool efect.
Tada! Actually it was very dark..
Games!
Food. Main course 40cents, Drinks 10cent, Snacks 20cents, Appetiser 30cents. WOOHOO!
"Hey you!" Nah jk.
Sister JESSICA with the nerdy spec.
Group photo! (Made 5 new friends HAHAHA) (YouQian's OPSS friends) FUN. Happy Easter Day! (the event in runescape is so damn cool, except for the gift ._.) April 08 -My Church Friends-When I strayed from God, a friend of mine called me. And I joined her church, even got baptised with them. My friend is called Ng You Qian.
.jpg) (picture taken when we were p5/p6 *brain cant recall*)
God sent me this friend. When I had no church to go, she was there. :D
                            The rest were my sis, and church friends!
Once again I strayed, haven't been going to church for 5 months. Sigh. BUT I WILL BE JOINING THEM THIS FRIDAY! For Cafe Night(?) Anyway, kind of look forward to it. :]
Sorry can't go for Lionel's birthday party because of it.
And sorry again to Claire, I need to thumb drive to transfer the picters from my laptop to my comp. Gonna post after my father comes back home okay?! Will update later.. April 04 -I Miss Band Too-Its not cliched, I really do miss band.
After tuesday, everyday after school I was wondering where I should go. Ended up slacking awayy~ Find my life so meaningless now, no goal, nothing to make me look forward to. As I got used to the hectic lifestyle, its gone. Maybe thats just life.
I remembered how much I hated going to band, finding it a waste of time. Should be joining my friends to play instead of blowing the same thing over and over again. Full band, sectionals, individuals = sian, sian, sian. I remembered how much I wanted to quit band 2 months before SYF, just because of 'something'. I am glad, very glad, that I did not. Thank you everyone who was trying to convince me not to. Esp what Xenia said, "Of cos you won't like track, because you like band." That was what changed my mind.
I remembered one day I brought all my books to school and left it there, and did not bring my bag home for a long period of time.. Because everyday after band I was as good as a dead person, whats the point? So I went to school everyday with just myself in green uni and a pink water bottle. HaHaHa. I remembered the day before Amksian family, I was in band when it came to my mind that I left the T-shirt in my bag, in class. I rushed down to my class to get it when JiaYan was debriefing. Thats school life during the SYF period.
I remembered how much I hated the leaders because they wanted us to come down everyday for band. I said 'fuck' while JiaYan was nagging, and she said why not tell her in her face. I remembered how much I hated the naggings of the leaders, my SL Sharlyn, teachers, BT. I remembered myself giving attitude because I felt so fucked up. I remembered myself screaming at Andy just because he asked if I was okay, but I later apologised because Shi Zheng was staring at me. Thats how much I used to hate band.
But just 1 week or 2 before SYF, I stopped being mad at everybody else, I stopped being mad at myself going band. Actually I enjoyed the late night practices in the school hall, and my mum said she could hear us from my house. I started to like the music we were making, esp when Mr.Bt was dancing around on the podium, I cannot help my but laugh.. end up getting stares from the sec 4s. I remember how QianYi and I managed to entertain ourselves, when we were being accused or felt unhappy about something. I started to love band, love the process.
The day before SYF, we played very well. The day of SYF, we played very well. On stage, we played very well. I told MUOQI I would tiptoe when I am nervous, but I couldn't on stage because my legs were shaking. When playing open G, I saw my fingers shaking too. OMFG calm down man. While walking off the stage I was afriad I would fall because I was wearing HIGH heels. I remember holding QianYi's hand while waiting for the result. 'Ang Mo Kio Band...' The was suspense was killing me. And 'Gold.' I asked myself, is it over? Yes, its over, it marks the end of the SYF.
And now I am missing band. -Gold Without Honours-I feel so numb right now. Feel so sad.
Was alright before listening to the recordings. We sounded so gooooooood. So wasted.
Whats wrong? We worked, we did not get what we deserve.
Hearing about what
Our actual score is 94, after deduction 84.6
Actual timing is 8min20.5sec, in which 2 sec was reverb
The comments of the people, esp those we wrote on sgbandfusion
Its crushing me more inside. March 28 -3 Days Left..- Okay, how great. My stomach just hurts, hurts, and hurts. Esp after lunch, was it because I ate anything wrong?! Or is it.. WHY MY THAT ONE NEVER COME!!!!!!!~ My up there pain down there pain but jiu shi no blood come out. wth. Throughout full band I feel like puking. Yeah I searched, wikipedia says when want come that 1 hor, I'm suppose to feel nausea, BUT WHY UNTIL NOW NEVER COME. WHY THIS MONTH NEVER COME. How many months never come ler?!?!?!!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~
HAHAHAHAHAHA okay i go eat papaya. I. Don't. Like. Papaya. But.. you know.. :D March 25 -Band Camp-March 15 -2/5 CLASS DANCE ROCKKKS~-I loveloveloveee the posing scene for This Is Love, and when the princes were slowing moving their way to fight the trees, all of them looked so dashing! So cool!
Our class dance rocks so much, I've been watching the video over and over again. Credits go to ShuJian for taking the video! Imagine him holding the cam for 10 minutes plus, its not easy okay! March 14 -Audition Results- Today, is the announcement of the audition result.
Sitting down there, waiting for Mr.BT to break the news.. was the most nerve wrecking experience I have ever encounter. I put my hands together, praying to God that I will work very hard be it in band or studies. I could feel my legs turning jelly-like, and my whole body shaking. Even my teeth are chattering.
Flutes, all in. And right after flutes, its the clarinets. He point to Weilin, WeiXiang, Sharlyn and said, 'In'. Next he pointed to QianYi, Demi. He almost forgot YuQing. "Okay now I am only left with the sec 2s.' Then he pointed to me, 'Jessica, you are in..' I almost had trouble standing up. As I walk to the side, I broke into tears.
Yes, I cried. Because.. because.. the feeling was just so indescribable. After months of working your lungs out, all the ups and downs, all the efforts and energy, all the time and hardwork, all the conflicts and unhappiness, all the scoldings and tears.. we weren't even comfirmed we were in SYF. As we wait for Mr.BT to announce the names, I was afraid. I was afraid all my efforts would go down the drain. I was afraid I won't be able to join the rest of the band on stage on 31 march. I was afraid I can't get into SYF.
I am in. Thank God.
To those are not, especially my best friend Candice, d.o.n.t g.i.ve u.p. Do your best during the March hols practice, I am sure Mr.BT can see it. CherYuen and Grace, jiayou! I hope everyone in the clarinet section would be able to make it.
March 12 -YOU GUYS ROCK-YOU GUYS ROCK!
Seriously, 25 rocks, class dance rocks, banner rocks, teachers rock, friends rock!
JESSICA pebble! stone! ahahaaa. Anyway, great job everyone. :)
Sorry, I didn't helped much. I know some point of time, JiaXun and class com gang was very frustrated with me, still hand't had anything done. Okayokay, but I still got everything done. :) Hahahahaaaaaa banner so big I only painted 2 sails. Hm such a pity Ms.Yeo didn't put me in the painting crewww, awwwwww.
March 07 -For The Sake Of Unhappiness & Anger-What Speed said is right, write my unhappiness on a piece of paper and dump it.
Or like what my MUOQI said, count 1-100 when I am angry, preventing myself from doing anything rash. |
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